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ifindikci@degerdanismanlik.com.tr<\/span><\/strong><\/p> \u00a0<\/span><\/strong><\/p> \u201cBir ba\u015far\u0131 hik\u00e2yesi yazd\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131 s\u00f6yl\u00fcyorlar. Ben b\u00f6yle d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnm\u00fcyorum. Ba\u015far\u0131 i\u00e7in sadece mal, m\u00fclk, b\u00fcy\u00fck in\u015faatlar, \u00fcretim g\u00fcc\u00fc, zenginlik gibi eldeki verilere bakarsan\u0131z bir ba\u015far\u0131 var. Ancak ba\u015far\u0131, sahip oldu\u011funuz say\u0131sal sonu\u00e7larla s\u0131n\u0131rl\u0131 de\u011fildir.\u00a0<\/span><\/p> \u00a0<\/span><\/p> As\u0131l ba\u015far\u0131, g\u00fcn\u00fcn sonunda yapt\u0131klar\u0131n\u0131zdan duydu\u011funuz toplam ya\u015fam tatminidir. 70 ya\u015f\u0131na yakla\u015fan bir i\u015f adam\u0131 olarak kendimi ba\u015far\u0131l\u0131 g\u00f6rm\u00fcyorum. \u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc \u00e7ekilen bunca \u00e7ileye, yap\u0131lan bunca i\u015flere ra\u011fmen bug\u00fcn mutlu de\u011filim.\u00a0<\/span><\/p> \u00a0<\/span><\/p> Maddi olarak istedi\u011fim her \u015feyi yapabiliyorum, istedi\u011fim yerlere gidebiliyorum, istedi\u011fim ki\u015fileri i\u015fe alabiliyorum, yeni i\u015fler kurabiliyorum. Ama kalabal\u0131k aileme, y\u00fczlerce \u00e7al\u0131\u015fan\u0131ma, her alanda ula\u015fabildi\u011fim \u00f6nemli ki\u015filere ra\u011fmen yaln\u0131z\u0131m.\u00a0<\/span><\/p> \u00a0<\/span><\/p> \u0130nsanlar bu varl\u0131\u011f\u0131n i\u00e7inde \u00e7ekti\u011fim yoklu\u011fu bilseler san\u0131r\u0131m \u015fa\u015f\u0131r\u0131rlar ve \u00fcz\u00fcl\u00fcrler. \u0130lk zamanlarda i\u015f ortam\u0131mdaki ba\u015far\u0131ya nas\u0131l eri\u015fti\u011fim ve \u015fimdi ya\u015fad\u0131\u011f\u0131m duygusal sorunlar\u0131n, ayn\u0131 yolu y\u00fcr\u00fcyen gen\u00e7 i\u015f insanlar\u0131na katk\u0131s\u0131 olaca\u011f\u0131na inan\u0131yorum.<\/span><\/p> \u00a0<\/span><\/p> YOKLUKTAN GELD\u0130K<\/span><\/strong><\/p> \u00a0<\/span><\/p> Yokluktan gelen bir ailenin evlad\u0131 olarak kendi k\u00f6y\u00fcm\u00fczde \u00e7ift\u00e7ilikle u\u011fra\u015ft\u0131ktan sonra rahmetli annemin deste\u011fiyle b\u00fcy\u00fck \u015fehir hayalimin pe\u015finden ko\u015ftum. Bin bir zorlukla kendimi \u0130stanbul\u2019a att\u0131m.\u00a0<\/span><\/p> \u00a0<\/span><\/p> \u0130stanbul\u2019un zor y\u0131llar\u0131nda \u00f6nce in\u015faatlarda \u00e7al\u0131\u015ft\u0131m ve duvar ustas\u0131 oldum. \u00c7ok iyi tu\u011fla \u00f6rerdim ve h\u0131z\u0131ma yeti\u015femezlerdi. Bek\u00e2r odas\u0131nda ge\u00e7en \u00fc\u00e7 y\u0131l\u0131mda hayat\u0131 \u00f6\u011frendim diyebilirim. \u00c7al\u0131\u015fmak i\u00e7in k\u00f6yden gelen baz\u0131 arkada\u015flar\u0131n ya\u015fad\u0131klar\u0131 \u00e7e\u015fitli sorunlardan kendi ad\u0131ma dersler al\u0131yordum. \u00a0<\/span><\/p> \u00a0<\/span><\/p> Ben \u00e7ok azimliydim, hedeflerim vard\u0131, durmadan yeni \u015feyler yapmak, yeni i\u015fler \u00f6\u011frenmek ve i\u015fimde y\u00fckselmek istiyordum. \u00d6yle de oldu \u00e7ok \u015f\u00fck\u00fcr. Ahlak\u0131 elden b\u0131rakmadan do\u011fru ve d\u00fcr\u00fcst \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131rsan\u0131z Allah da yard\u0131m ediyor. Duvar ustal\u0131\u011f\u0131ndan sonra s\u0131va yapmay\u0131, sonra da kal\u0131p\u00e7\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131 \u00f6\u011frendim. Kalfal\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 yapt\u0131\u011f\u0131m ilk in\u015faattan sonra kendimi haz\u0131r hissettim ve m\u00fcteahhitli\u011fe ba\u015flad\u0131m.\u00a0<\/span><\/p> \u00a0<\/span><\/p> Ve in\u015faatlar\u0131 kendi ba\u015f\u0131ma yap\u0131p daire satmaya ba\u015flad\u0131m. Para kazand\u0131k\u00e7a daha b\u00fcy\u00fck i\u015flere girdim, \u00e7evrem geni\u015fledi.\u00a0<\/span><\/p> \u00a0<\/span><\/p> Benimle gurur duyan ailemi \u0130stanbul\u2019a ta\u015f\u0131d\u0131m. Annem, babam ve iki karde\u015fim, benim kurdu\u011fum alt yap\u0131n\u0131n \u00fczerine geldi.\u00a0<\/span><\/p> \u00a0<\/span><\/p> Karde\u015flerim ya\u015fad\u0131\u011f\u0131m zorlu\u011fu \u00e7ekmesinler diye \u00e7ok \u00e7aba g\u00f6sterdim. Yan\u0131mda i\u015fe ba\u015flatt\u0131m. Y\u00fcksek e\u011fitim g\u00f6rmeleri i\u00e7in \u00e7ok u\u011fra\u015ft\u0131m. \u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc e\u011fitimsizli\u011fin zorlu\u011funu \u00e7ok \u00e7ektim.\u00a0<\/span><\/p> \u00a0<\/span><\/p> \u0130\u015f ortam\u0131ndaki ba\u015far\u0131m artarak devam etti. Art\u0131k karde\u015flerim de i\u015fin i\u00e7indeydi. \u0130n\u015faata, tekstil ve turizm i\u015flerini de ekledik. Sivil toplum g\u00f6revlerim de oldu. \u0130\u015fin ve ailenin merkezindeydim ve b\u00fct\u00fcn kararlarda bana tabi olunurdu ama ben, babam, annem ve karde\u015flerime dan\u0131\u015f\u0131rd\u0131m. \u00a0<\/span><\/p> \u00a0<\/span><\/p> A\u0130LEN\u0130N K\u00dcLT\u00dcR\u00dcN\u00dc YA\u015eATAMADIK<\/span><\/strong><\/p> \u00a0<\/span><\/p> Babam\u0131n vefat\u0131ndan sonra aile binas\u0131ndan \u00e7\u0131k\u0131p farkl\u0131 evlerde oturmaya ba\u015flad\u0131k. Sanki bir el dokundu ailemize ve her \u015fey k\u00f6t\u00fcye gitmeye ba\u015flad\u0131. Bir karde\u015fim e\u015finden bo\u015fand\u0131. \u0130\u015fle ilgilenmiyor. Di\u011feri i\u015fe geliyor ama b\u00fct\u00fcn derdi beni ele\u015ftirmek ve benimle yar\u0131\u015fmak. Lider olmak istiyor ama liderli\u011fin gerektirdi\u011fi \u00e7aba yok. \u00c7ocuklar\u0131m\u0131z da arzu etti\u011fim e\u011fitimi alamad\u0131.\u00a0<\/span><\/p> \u00a0<\/span><\/p> Benim o\u011flum ve karde\u015fimin k\u0131z\u0131 \u015firketimizde i\u015fe ba\u015flad\u0131. Ama onlar da biz de memnun de\u011filiz. \u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc sadece harcamay\u0131 biliyor, alabildi\u011fine t\u00fcketiyor, keyif ve e\u011flence d\u00fcnyas\u0131ndan \u00e7\u0131km\u0131yorlar. \u00c7ekirdek aileler gibi b\u00fcy\u00fck ailede de sayg\u0131 kalmad\u0131. Y\u0131llard\u0131r olu\u015fturdu\u011fum d\u00fczen ve disiplin bozuldu. \u0130\u015fe gelmeyin, evden maa\u015f verelim deme noktas\u0131na geldim.<\/span><\/p> \u00a0<\/span><\/p> Ya\u015fad\u0131\u011f\u0131m zorlu\u011fu anlatamam. Zira ya\u015fland\u0131m, eski g\u00fcc\u00fcm yok, biri elimden tutsun, bu i\u015fleri y\u00fcr\u00fcts\u00fcn istiyorum ama ne karde\u015flerim ne de yeni ku\u015fak bunu yapam\u0131yor. \u0130\u015fler \u00e7ok b\u00fcy\u00fcd\u00fc lakin eskisi gibi h\u0131zl\u0131 kararlar alamad\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z i\u00e7in k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fclmeye ba\u015flad\u0131k. Yaln\u0131z karar verdi\u011fimde sorun \u00e7\u0131kar\u0131yorlar, birlikte \u00e7al\u0131\u015fmak i\u00e7in de i\u015fe gelmiyorlar. \u00a0<\/span><\/p> \u00a0<\/span><\/p> \u0130\u015fletmelerimiz \u00e7ok ba\u015far\u0131l\u0131 bir noktadayken aileye, ailenin yeni ku\u015faklar\u0131na zaman ay\u0131rmaman\u0131n ve kurumsal bir alt yap\u0131 olu\u015fturmaman\u0131n s\u0131k\u0131nt\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 ya\u015f\u0131yoruz. \u0130\u015fte bunun i\u00e7in kendimi ba\u015far\u0131l\u0131 g\u00f6rm\u00fcyorum. \u0130\u015f, giri\u015fim, maddi kazan\u00e7, \u00e7evre edinme tamam.\u00a0<\/span><\/p> \u00a0<\/span><\/p> Ama bu i\u015fleri yar\u0131nlara ta\u015f\u0131yacak ve s\u00fcrd\u00fcrecek aileyi ihmal etmi\u015fiz. Ailedeki birli\u011fi ve dirli\u011fi g\u00fc\u00e7l\u00fc tutmay\u0131, ailenin k\u00fclt\u00fcr\u00fcn\u00fc ve ahlak\u0131n\u0131 ya\u015fatmay\u0131 ba\u015faramam\u0131\u015f\u0131z. Bunun i\u00e7in bunca maddi zenginli\u011fin i\u00e7inde kendimi b\u00fcy\u00fck bir anlam bo\u015flu\u011funun i\u00e7inde hissediyorum\u2026\u201d\u00a0<\/span><\/p>","slug":"basari-hikyesi-mi","tags":null,"meta_title":null,"meta_description":null,"meta_keywords":null,"news_cover_min":"\/front\/uploads\/blog\/thumbnail\/1695589200Hk1HkFWhsOXhgXb.webp","news_cover":null,"news_video_min":null,"news_video":null,"view_count":1502,"cropped_1200x675":null,"user":{"id":6,"name":"\u0130LHAM\u0130","surname":"FINDIK\u00c7I","email":"kerem49@gonultas.org","slug":"dr-ilhami-findikci","avatar":"\/front\/uploads\/avatar\/17336916007TlCwM70HUjW9XY.webp","status":1,"role":1,"email_verified_at":null,"orde":null,"created_at":"2022-09-15T09:39:41.000000Z","updated_at":"2024-12-18T10:21:29.000000Z","seo_title":null,"seo_description":null},"translations":[{"id":43876,"is_featured":0,"is_amp":0,"is_ads":0,"ads_link":null,"post_id":43750,"locale":"tr","category_id":73,"title":"Ba\u015far\u0131 hik\u00e2yesi mi?","home_title":null,"sub_title":null,"slider_title":null,"slider_title_2":null,"slider_spot_title":null,"slider_spot_title_2":null,"subtitleuse":0,"description":"DR. \u0130LHAM\u0130 FINDIK\u00c7I","content":" ifindikci@degerdanismanlik.com.tr<\/span><\/strong><\/p> \u00a0<\/span><\/strong><\/p> \u201cBir ba\u015far\u0131 hik\u00e2yesi yazd\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131 s\u00f6yl\u00fcyorlar. Ben b\u00f6yle d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnm\u00fcyorum. Ba\u015far\u0131 i\u00e7in sadece mal, m\u00fclk, b\u00fcy\u00fck in\u015faatlar, \u00fcretim g\u00fcc\u00fc, zenginlik gibi eldeki verilere bakarsan\u0131z bir ba\u015far\u0131 var. Ancak ba\u015far\u0131, sahip oldu\u011funuz say\u0131sal sonu\u00e7larla s\u0131n\u0131rl\u0131 de\u011fildir.\u00a0<\/span><\/p> \u00a0<\/span><\/p> As\u0131l ba\u015far\u0131, g\u00fcn\u00fcn sonunda yapt\u0131klar\u0131n\u0131zdan duydu\u011funuz toplam ya\u015fam tatminidir. 70 ya\u015f\u0131na yakla\u015fan bir i\u015f adam\u0131 olarak kendimi ba\u015far\u0131l\u0131 g\u00f6rm\u00fcyorum. \u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc \u00e7ekilen bunca \u00e7ileye, yap\u0131lan bunca i\u015flere ra\u011fmen bug\u00fcn mutlu de\u011filim.\u00a0<\/span><\/p> \u00a0<\/span><\/p> Maddi olarak istedi\u011fim her \u015feyi yapabiliyorum, istedi\u011fim yerlere gidebiliyorum, istedi\u011fim ki\u015fileri i\u015fe alabiliyorum, yeni i\u015fler kurabiliyorum. Ama kalabal\u0131k aileme, y\u00fczlerce \u00e7al\u0131\u015fan\u0131ma, her alanda ula\u015fabildi\u011fim \u00f6nemli ki\u015filere ra\u011fmen yaln\u0131z\u0131m.\u00a0<\/span><\/p> \u00a0<\/span><\/p> \u0130nsanlar bu varl\u0131\u011f\u0131n i\u00e7inde \u00e7ekti\u011fim yoklu\u011fu bilseler san\u0131r\u0131m \u015fa\u015f\u0131r\u0131rlar ve \u00fcz\u00fcl\u00fcrler. \u0130lk zamanlarda i\u015f ortam\u0131mdaki ba\u015far\u0131ya nas\u0131l eri\u015fti\u011fim ve \u015fimdi ya\u015fad\u0131\u011f\u0131m duygusal sorunlar\u0131n, ayn\u0131 yolu y\u00fcr\u00fcyen gen\u00e7 i\u015f insanlar\u0131na katk\u0131s\u0131 olaca\u011f\u0131na inan\u0131yorum.<\/span><\/p> \u00a0<\/span><\/p> YOKLUKTAN GELD\u0130K<\/span><\/strong><\/p> \u00a0<\/span><\/p> Yokluktan gelen bir ailenin evlad\u0131 olarak kendi k\u00f6y\u00fcm\u00fczde \u00e7ift\u00e7ilikle u\u011fra\u015ft\u0131ktan sonra rahmetli annemin deste\u011fiyle b\u00fcy\u00fck \u015fehir hayalimin pe\u015finden ko\u015ftum. Bin bir zorlukla kendimi \u0130stanbul\u2019a att\u0131m.\u00a0<\/span><\/p> \u00a0<\/span><\/p> \u0130stanbul\u2019un zor y\u0131llar\u0131nda \u00f6nce in\u015faatlarda \u00e7al\u0131\u015ft\u0131m ve duvar ustas\u0131 oldum. \u00c7ok iyi tu\u011fla \u00f6rerdim ve h\u0131z\u0131ma yeti\u015femezlerdi. Bek\u00e2r odas\u0131nda ge\u00e7en \u00fc\u00e7 y\u0131l\u0131mda hayat\u0131 \u00f6\u011frendim diyebilirim. \u00c7al\u0131\u015fmak i\u00e7in k\u00f6yden gelen baz\u0131 arkada\u015flar\u0131n ya\u015fad\u0131klar\u0131 \u00e7e\u015fitli sorunlardan kendi ad\u0131ma dersler al\u0131yordum. \u00a0<\/span><\/p> \u00a0<\/span><\/p> Ben \u00e7ok azimliydim, hedeflerim vard\u0131, durmadan yeni \u015feyler yapmak, yeni i\u015fler \u00f6\u011frenmek ve i\u015fimde y\u00fckselmek istiyordum. \u00d6yle de oldu \u00e7ok \u015f\u00fck\u00fcr. Ahlak\u0131 elden b\u0131rakmadan do\u011fru ve d\u00fcr\u00fcst \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131rsan\u0131z Allah da yard\u0131m ediyor. Duvar ustal\u0131\u011f\u0131ndan sonra s\u0131va yapmay\u0131, sonra da kal\u0131p\u00e7\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131 \u00f6\u011frendim. Kalfal\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 yapt\u0131\u011f\u0131m ilk in\u015faattan sonra kendimi haz\u0131r hissettim ve m\u00fcteahhitli\u011fe ba\u015flad\u0131m.\u00a0<\/span><\/p> \u00a0<\/span><\/p> Ve in\u015faatlar\u0131 kendi ba\u015f\u0131ma yap\u0131p daire satmaya ba\u015flad\u0131m. Para kazand\u0131k\u00e7a daha b\u00fcy\u00fck i\u015flere girdim, \u00e7evrem geni\u015fledi.\u00a0<\/span><\/p> \u00a0<\/span><\/p> Benimle gurur duyan ailemi \u0130stanbul\u2019a ta\u015f\u0131d\u0131m. Annem, babam ve iki karde\u015fim, benim kurdu\u011fum alt yap\u0131n\u0131n \u00fczerine geldi.\u00a0<\/span><\/p> \u00a0<\/span><\/p> Karde\u015flerim ya\u015fad\u0131\u011f\u0131m zorlu\u011fu \u00e7ekmesinler diye \u00e7ok \u00e7aba g\u00f6sterdim. Yan\u0131mda i\u015fe ba\u015flatt\u0131m. Y\u00fcksek e\u011fitim g\u00f6rmeleri i\u00e7in \u00e7ok u\u011fra\u015ft\u0131m. \u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc e\u011fitimsizli\u011fin zorlu\u011funu \u00e7ok \u00e7ektim.\u00a0<\/span><\/p> \u00a0<\/span><\/p> \u0130\u015f ortam\u0131ndaki ba\u015far\u0131m artarak devam etti. Art\u0131k karde\u015flerim de i\u015fin i\u00e7indeydi. \u0130n\u015faata, tekstil ve turizm i\u015flerini de ekledik. Sivil toplum g\u00f6revlerim de oldu. \u0130\u015fin ve ailenin merkezindeydim ve b\u00fct\u00fcn kararlarda bana tabi olunurdu ama ben, babam, annem ve karde\u015flerime dan\u0131\u015f\u0131rd\u0131m. \u00a0<\/span><\/p> \u00a0<\/span><\/p> A\u0130LEN\u0130N K\u00dcLT\u00dcR\u00dcN\u00dc YA\u015eATAMADIK<\/span><\/strong><\/p> \u00a0<\/span><\/p> Babam\u0131n vefat\u0131ndan sonra aile binas\u0131ndan \u00e7\u0131k\u0131p farkl\u0131 evlerde oturmaya ba\u015flad\u0131k. Sanki bir el dokundu ailemize ve her \u015fey k\u00f6t\u00fcye gitmeye ba\u015flad\u0131. Bir karde\u015fim e\u015finden bo\u015fand\u0131. \u0130\u015fle ilgilenmiyor. Di\u011feri i\u015fe geliyor ama b\u00fct\u00fcn derdi beni ele\u015ftirmek ve benimle yar\u0131\u015fmak. Lider olmak istiyor ama liderli\u011fin gerektirdi\u011fi \u00e7aba yok. \u00c7ocuklar\u0131m\u0131z da arzu etti\u011fim e\u011fitimi alamad\u0131.\u00a0<\/span><\/p> \u00a0<\/span><\/p> Benim o\u011flum ve karde\u015fimin k\u0131z\u0131 \u015firketimizde i\u015fe ba\u015flad\u0131. Ama onlar da biz de memnun de\u011filiz. \u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc sadece harcamay\u0131 biliyor, alabildi\u011fine t\u00fcketiyor, keyif ve e\u011flence d\u00fcnyas\u0131ndan \u00e7\u0131km\u0131yorlar. \u00c7ekirdek aileler gibi b\u00fcy\u00fck ailede de sayg\u0131 kalmad\u0131. Y\u0131llard\u0131r olu\u015fturdu\u011fum d\u00fczen ve disiplin bozuldu. \u0130\u015fe gelmeyin, evden maa\u015f verelim deme noktas\u0131na geldim.<\/span><\/p> \u00a0<\/span><\/p> Ya\u015fad\u0131\u011f\u0131m zorlu\u011fu anlatamam. Zira ya\u015fland\u0131m, eski g\u00fcc\u00fcm yok, biri elimden tutsun, bu i\u015fleri y\u00fcr\u00fcts\u00fcn istiyorum ama ne karde\u015flerim ne de yeni ku\u015fak bunu yapam\u0131yor. \u0130\u015fler \u00e7ok b\u00fcy\u00fcd\u00fc lakin eskisi gibi h\u0131zl\u0131 kararlar alamad\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z i\u00e7in k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fclmeye ba\u015flad\u0131k. Yaln\u0131z karar verdi\u011fimde sorun \u00e7\u0131kar\u0131yorlar, birlikte \u00e7al\u0131\u015fmak i\u00e7in de i\u015fe gelmiyorlar. \u00a0<\/span><\/p> \u00a0<\/span><\/p> \u0130\u015fletmelerimiz \u00e7ok ba\u015far\u0131l\u0131 bir noktadayken aileye, ailenin yeni ku\u015faklar\u0131na zaman ay\u0131rmaman\u0131n ve kurumsal bir alt yap\u0131 olu\u015fturmaman\u0131n s\u0131k\u0131nt\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 ya\u015f\u0131yoruz. \u0130\u015fte bunun i\u00e7in kendimi ba\u015far\u0131l\u0131 g\u00f6rm\u00fcyorum. \u0130\u015f, giri\u015fim, maddi kazan\u00e7, \u00e7evre edinme tamam.\u00a0<\/span><\/p> \u00a0<\/span><\/p> Ama bu i\u015fleri yar\u0131nlara ta\u015f\u0131yacak ve s\u00fcrd\u00fcrecek aileyi ihmal etmi\u015fiz. Ailedeki birli\u011fi ve dirli\u011fi g\u00fc\u00e7l\u00fc tutmay\u0131, ailenin k\u00fclt\u00fcr\u00fcn\u00fc ve ahlak\u0131n\u0131 ya\u015fatmay\u0131 ba\u015faramam\u0131\u015f\u0131z. Bunun i\u00e7in bunca maddi zenginli\u011fin i\u00e7inde kendimi b\u00fcy\u00fck bir anlam bo\u015flu\u011funun i\u00e7inde hissediyorum\u2026\u201d\u00a0<\/span><\/p>","slug":"basari-hikyesi-mi","orjinalimage":"\/front\/uploads\/blog\/thumbnail\/1695589200Hk1HkFWhsOXhgXb.webp","news_cover_min":"\/front\/uploads\/blog\/thumbnail\/1695589200Hk1HkFWhsOXhgXb.webp","news_cover":null,"news_video_min":null,"news_video":null,"cropped_638x552":null,"cropped_310x208":null,"cropped_416x247":null,"cropped_197x247":null,"cropped_416x600":null,"cropped_1200x675":null,"tags":null,"meta_title":null,"meta_description":null,"meta_keywords":null,"view_count":1502,"yt":0,"ytid":"","ytimage":null,"imgdate":"2000-01-01 00:00:00","cuff_cover":null,"cropped_358x214":null,"cropped_842x474":null}]}}
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